Experimental Emotional Tracks

For a concept piece I produced this track to audibly convey one of my autistic meltdowns. After unknowingly learning to mask over the years my outbursts as a child become more and more internalised. 

On the outside I may show very little or no signs, but internally this represent what im going through. By this point i would have removed myself from the situation so I can go home and try to push down and contain the meltdown in private. For a full breakdown of this song click here

After staying strong for the family I needed to express my own grief after a family member was killed.

I did this in the form of this track, using emotional samples from various cartoons and one from my favourite movie; Crows Zero

The samples are from some great emotional scenes in animated tv shows which really helped me convey the emotions felt for this track. They include;

- Midnight Gospel (great show, one episode was heavy and perfectly suited this track)

- Bojack Horseman (a deep scene plus a speech from his father)

- Wreck it Ralph (we all know the goosebump giving scene towards the end here)

- Rick and Morty (enough said)

- Goku's grief (when android 8 died :'( )

My emotional instrumental track "for the love of snow" with samples of emotional scenes from different movies and tv shows like game of thrones, fresh prince, breaking bad etc. 

I chose samples based on its emotion and what I was feeling at that time over the space of this past year dealing with loss. 


I made this beat with a "Holiday" feel to it as I first made the beat in holiday season last year.   


Happy Holidays! x